I’ve been having trouble growing up since the very beginning. I was spoiled rotten since I was the last baby and it gave me this cockiness that I hadn’t even realized I had until recently. I’m gonna give myself 20 days. Everyday, I’ll do something maturely. Generally, I want to be a better person and realize things that have been brought to my attention, but I’ve been ignoring simply because I don’t want to face the truth. Time to grow up. Unfortunately I’m already twenty and just now started to realize what I need to do. But I mean, better late than never.